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HI, I am Terrence Enright, NMH patient. I have had a problem with explosive rage since childhood. Trivial things, spilled milk, a falling vase breaking, trigger immediate short bursts of anger. I have no way of preventing this explosion of anger before it happens. I also have chronic anxiety- This is not that. I also have ADHD, diagnosed at age 7 along with Tourette's Syndrome described as full blown. That means all the twerks, tweaks, jerks, Spasms, grunting, swearing, etc. I am a 69 years old male. I am looking for answers.

Sorry about the length but it's been almost 70 years of this... 

This is very likely neurological, not psychological Given:

ADHD diagnosed in childhood
Tourette's syndrome, full-blown, from early life
Anger bursts present since childhood
Immediate, reflexive, non-cognitive onset
Not driven by anxiety

Tourette’s is not just tics.

It involves dysfunction in:
basal ganglia
frontal–striatal–thalamic circuits
dopamine regulation
Those same circuits control:
motor inhibition
impulse braking
emotional gating
In some people with Tourette + ADHD, emotion comes out the same way tics do:
fast, involuntary, all-or-nothing
That’s why:
the anger feels reflexive
it has a “pressure release” quality
it’s disproportionate to the trigger
it’s followed by “why the hell did that just happen?”
This is very well documented, but oddly under-discussed outside neurology.

Why this is NOT anxiety 
Anxiety:
is anticipatory, ramps up,involves worry and fear
Your anger:
has no anticipation,fires instantly,doesn’t involve fear, doesn’t respond to reassurance
Clinically, that distinction matters—and you already nailed it.

Why “anger management” or CBT never really works

Because this isn’t a values problem or a thinking problem.
Telling someone with Tourette’s to “just suppress it” works about as well as telling them not to blink.
You can sometimes delay or redirect—but not eliminate the urge.

What clinicians who understand this usually focus on
Not stopping the anger—but modulating the circuit.
Historically and currently, approaches include:
1. Medications that slow limbic discharge
Not antidepressants, not anxiolytics.
Sometimes:
low-dose alpha-2 agonists (e.g., clonidine/guanfacine)
certain dopamine modulators used in Tourette's
occasionally mood stabilizers (not because of mood disorder, but impulse gating)
This would need a very thoughtful neurologist or neuropsychiatrist.

2. Habit Reversal–style approaches for emotion
Similar to tic management:
identify the first bodily signal (not thought)
insert a competing response
reduce amplitude, not occurrence
This works better than CBT for people like you.

THIS SOUNDS MOST LIKE ME:

Disinhibited affect discharge
In Tourette + ADHD brains, especially lifelong cases:
Step-by-step what happens in you
1. Sudden sensory disruption
spill
crash
break
sudden thing unexpected

2. That input hits subcortical circuits first
basal ganglia, limbic structures, anterior cingulate

3. These circuits generate:
urgency
“something is wrong”
motor readiness
4. Inhibitory gating is late or weak
frontal “brake” arrives after the signal
same delay that causes tics to escape
5. Emotion discharges directly
anger spikes instantly
body reacts
voice or posture may change
zero conscious decision
6. Conscious awareness arrives after the fact
“Why did that just happen?”
regret or confusion
no sustained mood
That timing mismatch is everything.

Why it resembles tics (this is important)
In Tourette syndrome:
motor urges build
inhibition fails
movement discharges
relief follows

Emotion in your case is behaving the same way.

Anger is acting like:
a non-motor tic
an affective tic
a discharge of pressure

That’s why:
it feels mechanical
it’s stimulus-bound
it’s brief
it’s disproportionate